Molly-Mae Hague has said she’s ‘haunted’ by her newborn experience with Bambi and is ‘really anxious’ about having another baby as her due date approaches.
Speaking in her latest YouTube video on Sunday, the influencer, 26, who is 35 and a half weeks pregnant with her second child, admitted that she is ‘in denial’ about having to go through that ‘period of her life’ again.
Molly-Mae previously revealed that she was unable to sleep for five days and nights and couldn’t eat because she was so ‘unwell’ following the birth of Bambi in January 2023.
She later described motherhood as ‘overwhelming’ and was forced to remain at home with their three-week-old daughter when her partner Tommy Fury flew to Saudi Arabia to fight nemesis Jake Paul.
As she packed her hospital bag, Molly-Mae said: ‘I’m having this realization that I’m actually having a baby and it’s making me feel quite uneasy. And I genuinely, I’ve been pretending that this hasn’t been happening.
‘I can’t even put it into words. I’ve been acting as though like a baby is not coming and like life isn’t going to change. And then when you’re holding up these tiny newborn baby grows, you’re like “I don’t know how to take care of a newborn”.
Molly-Mae Hague has said she’s ‘haunted’ by her newborn experience with Bambi and is ‘really anxious’ about having another baby as her due date approaches
She continued: ‘I’ve done that before. Have I? I think as well because that stage of my life was so it was quite traumatic. I know it sounds dramatic to say it.
‘I think I’ve blocked a lot of it out and I’ve been feeling a little bit anxious the last few days because I think I’m about to have that period of life again.
‘I’m about to go through the same period of life that I always look back on and think, whoa, that was an era that I’m very happy to forget about and I’m about to re-enter it and that is deeply terrifying.
‘I think that’s why I’ve been like really putting off really coming to terms with the fact that I’m having a baby. I don’t know. I guess do I need therapy do I need to see a therapist?
‘I am really anxious. I feel like I’ve been feeling really anxious.’
‘I thought by now I’d be feeling different and that I’d be feeling I don’t want to say I’m not excited, but I just thought that I’d be having different emotions. Those emotions haven’t arrived yet.
‘I just have a worry that my feelings being the way I feel, and not because it’s like second time around, it’s more just because of how much like trauma and scare factor I carry from the last time
‘I’m just stepping into this this era of life again that last time like literally haunts me. And that’s not normal, is it?’
Speaking in her latest YouTube video on Sunday, the influencer, 26, admitted that she is ‘in denial’ about having to go through the ‘traumatic’ period of her life again
Molly-Mae previously revealed that she was unable to sleep for five days and nights and couldn’t eat because she was so ‘unwell’ following the birth of Bambi in January 2023
Molly-Mae concluded: ‘Some women absolutely love the newborn stage and others like have an experience like I did where I would never really want to experience it again, and I’m about to experience it again and that is somewhat absolutely terrifying for me.’
The reality star recently addressed fan concerns about Tommy controversially planning a fight date for the day after she is expected to give birth.
He raised eyebrows last month when he announced he is to go up against retired strongman Eddie Hall at the AO Arena in Manchester on June 13, despite Molly’s due date being June 12.
But after reported claims that her family are ‘worried by his decision,’ Molly-Mae revealed what she really thinks about it earlier this month in a Q&A video.
She said: ‘A lot of questions about how do you feel about Tommy’s fight and obviously the date of it.
‘Obviously I knew that you guys were going to like be concerned about that and have questions about that, but fear not.
‘Fear not, fair maiden because we’re actually feeling really, really good about it and have a really good plan in place.’
Assuring fans that she was prepared, she insisted she was pleased that Tommy had another fight planned and that he’d be there when she got home.
She said: ‘There’s actually like a good amount of time between my birth, my supposed birth because basically I’m having the baby in London again.
‘I’m not worried and I’m actually really, really happy that he’s got a fight because it’s been over a year since his last fight.
‘So just having a date for something and and having a focus and us having like something to look forward to in the fight, I think it’s actually a really, really, really positive thing and he will be here when I get home. He will be able to support me.’
