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Chloe Ferry proudly showed off the before and after results of her Brazilian Butt Lift removal in a new Instagram video on Wednesday as she gushed she’s got her ‘spark back’.
The Geordie Shore star, 29, shared a throwback video from last Christmas wearing a skintight white jumpsuit displaying her famous surgically enhanced curves.
Now, Chloe has slipped into the same long sleeved one-piece to showcase the difference in her new frame as she admitted, ‘I look so much better’.
The TV personality said that looking back at her surgically enhanced frame now makes her ‘feel so upset’ but is ‘feeling more comfortable in her own skin again’.
She told her 3.2million followers: ‘And this is me after I’ve had my BBL removed and my hips. I look so much better.
‘When I watch the old video back it makes me feel so upset that I put my body through so much to feel perfect, even though I didn’t even look normal. I wasn’t myself.
‘I feel so much more comfortable now in my own skin and I’m not 100% there yet, I know I’m not but I’m on the right path and I can feel my spark coming back.
‘This is the exact same outfit I had on when I had my BBL and everything is very different, especially the a**. I’ve still got a little cheeky one but it’s the same outfit I wore around Christmas time.
‘But yeah I feel so much better and I’m getting my spark back’.
She wrote: ‘I’m actually in shock!! Wearing the same jumpsuit after my BBL removal please wait for the after…’
Fans rushed to the comments including her pal Wayne Lineker to say the reality star looks ‘stunning’ and ‘much better’.
They wrote: ‘Love this; So much better; Loving the after! You look stunning!; You are glowing girl;
‘I too removed My bbl and I’m so much happier now, you also look so much better now!!
‘Your natural body is amazing. I wish I had your natural body; Omg you seriously look amazing now Chloe; You look absolutely stunning. I’m more importantly, super happy!’
She first had her Brazilian Butt Lift surgery in 2017, but was left suffering from depression following the ‘botched’ procedure.
The star believes that the trolling she endured in the public eye is what led to her spending a whopping £50,000 on surgeries after her ‘mental health and confidence’ took a hit.
While in a much more candid and emotional video on her Stories, Chloe broke down in tears as she reflected on the ‘dark hole’ she’d been in, admitting she was ‘chasing something that I wasn’t.’
She explained how her confidence was destroyed after trolls targeted her looks when she came to fame on Geordie Shore in 2015, leading to her obsession with going under the knife.
She said: ‘People would’ve thought that I was a really confident girl and like I love myself and think I was the bee’s knees, but you’re so far away from the truth.
‘I was so unhappy with the way I looked and that’s why I constantly kept on getting surgery because I did not feel nice, because I was told that I was ugly from getting on TV at the age of 19.
‘I wanted to just chase this look that wasn’t even me. I wasn’t myself anymore. I didn’t feel pretty, I was broken inside. So when I looked at the videos and stuff it takes me back to how broken and how lost I was as that girl.’
She continued: ‘When you’ve been knocked down so many times at a young age it’s so hard to get yourself back. And I loved myself, when I first went on Geordie shore I didn’t give a f** what I looked like, I was confident.
‘But I just feel because I was tarnished so much about my looks I was knocked down. As a woman getting targeted on about your looks is so f***ing hard because it stays with you.
‘It’s so hard to gradually build that back up, but I know that I’m on the way. I’m so happy to be sitting here today and I can finally feel my spark coming back’.
Chloe said on the We Need To Talk podcast: ‘Listen, I hold my hands up – I made a mistake. I got surgery because I was insecure and felt ugly. If I could turn back time, I wouldn’t have done it.
‘Surgery is a dark hole. You always want more – but what is perfection? It doesn’t exist. I was trying so hard to make people like me and stop the nasty comments, but I lost myself along the way.’
‘I’ve wasted my 20s chasing some girl I wasn’t born to be. I’m broken and I’m going to fix myself.’
Chloe said that her aim now is to love her natural self and if her latest Instagram post is anything to go by, she is well on the way to achieving her goal.
She stressed: ‘I don’t want to be known for having a big arse. I want to go back to being the funny Chloe who doesn’t worry about what she looks like. That’s where my happiness is.’
